No Words, No Pain!!

Sudently I came with a Rush of posts in my blog, That's because my feelings as I said before are like a Sinusoide, so they are full of ups and downs.

As you must have notice, by the melancholy of these recent posts, I haven't been the happiest person in this world, but it is nothing that can't be Handle with some easeness.

Sometimes I just feel ashamed, because many times i just know that I just don't have enough reasons to feel down, but I still do feel like I'm at the bottom of the pit.

There are things that I like, and there other things that I hate, and one of those is to be alone, I hate that, I forgot how to be alone, i just wish that someone could teach me how to be alone, how to think for not feeling alone, I just don't feel anything but saddness and can't find the reason of my sadness. Isn't this stupid?? being sad for no reason??

I miss the times that I was emotional indistructable, but now i just ain't, I'm not a cold heart guy like I've been once, I just let myself get to much emotional.

But there's no need to worries, I feel better now, happy, animated, Sometimes It's just a friendly chat that can put us out of the pit... well I'm out but i just don't know for how long!!!
My Friends


Silence 4

Composição: Indisponível

I was so lost in my pain, fear was melting my brain,
I was counting the days to insanity, I was afraid to move myself
Afraid to hurt myself, more than I had until that day
Everything I believed in, everything I fought for
Was now underneath my feet and my heart beat
Was so gone, couldn't be felt by anyone
So alone it gave me the creeps
My drugs got me in bed went up to my head And I really don't wanna depend
So I'll stick to

My friends and my friends and my car and my friends
My friends and my cards and my car and my friends
Martini until the end
Play pool again

Never thought woyuld be like this
No one told me it would be like this
I'm amazed I'm amazed with myself
And my brain and my pain
And my pain and my veins
Are delivering it to my health
My self-confidence was broken while my trust was taken
And it left me with an empty life and this knife
Rests on the middle of me bed, I think in all the things shesaid
Close my eyes and sleep
All these drugs in my head, it seems I'm already dead
And I really don't want to depend
So I'll stick to ...

My friends and my friends and my car and my friends
My friends and my cards and my car and my friends
Martini until the end
Play pool again
(i can't wait to see you crowl)

Can't smoke anymore can't drink anynmore, still I do it, I do it again
Lost everything I had, Far from mom, far from dad
I thank God for my good, good friends
But where's this God that I mention? Where is He right now?
As I die as slowly as I can? All my plans, went down the hole
My life has no goal, and I wonder if this is worth it
But my friends took my hand
Helped me to lift myself again
And that's why I really love

My friends and my friends and my car and my friends
My friends and my cards and my car and my friends
Martini until the end
Play pool again

My friends and my friends and my car and my friends
My friends and my car and my cards and my friends
My friends and my friends and my car and my friends
My friends and my car and my cards and my friends